Currently it's about 2:30 am and I still can't sleep.
My life at the moment is hanging on by threads. Mentally, emotionally, and physically I find each day more and more difficult to get out of bed. What's the point? Unless I have work. My family is crumbling away... and some one I care very much for is struggling through a battle of her own and I feel so helpless. All I can do is listen and hug her.
This year has just been so damn difficult. I've just been struggling all year.. I've lost some people. Important people. But I guess I was never that important to them anyway...
I'm just tired.
All the above.
I know things find a way to work themselves out. I truly believe God doesn't give you more than you can handle. I'm just ranting. Getting some frustrations out...